Have you ever felt like you didn’t belong? Like you never fit in, or you weren’t good enough? This is how I have felt for as long as I can remember.
I see the world differently than everyone else, I feel everything differently and I reflect on life differently. And being different in my world is not a good thing.
I live in a place that’s divided between the rich and the poor, the beautiful and the unbeautiful, the prestigious and the mediocre. I have always belonged in the first category, because my father was the Governor of Georgia.
Growing up around people I could never relate with, my life had always been lonely, that was until my senior year when I met the one boy who would change my life forever. A boy who my parents would never approve of because he didn’t come from money or the same social class. He rode a motorcycle, had tattoos and was considered to be from the wrong side of the tracks. Yet he was still envied by many.
Ryder Jameson was someone who every guy feared, and one who every girl wanted to be touched by. He didn’t do attachments, or have friends… until me. And for the first time in my life I finally felt like I belonged. When I was with him, my different didn’t feel wrong or ugly. He made me feel beautiful- insightfully beautiful. Then one day my world came crashing down on me, and it would be six years before I'd once again see the boy I fell in love with.
After working my ass off I am given the opportunity of a lifetime, and if I pull it off I will be the youngest FBI agent to run one of the biggest undercover operations in history. Only the case that gets thrown in front of me leads me back to the one place I swore I would never return to, and to the only girl who’s ever mattered to me.
Except Emily Michaels is not the same girl I left behind. She still looks the same, she’s still beautiful inside and out, but there’s one thing that’s very different about her, one very big thing, and it’s something I didn’t think was possible.
Ryder and I come from a world where politics separates us and wealth defines us, but even after all this time we will not let it divide us.
Here is our story.
Sexy time with Ryder and Emily.
“Stop thinking, only feel, baby.”
I follow his command, and push his open dress shirt down his arms then pull up the T-shirt he wears underneath. “Take this off so I can feel you against me.” He sheds himself of the shirt within seconds then pulls me in close, wrapping me in his strong embrace. Electricity shoots through my entire body, and all the oxygen flees from my lungs.
“Damn, you have the softest skin I’ve ever felt,” he mumbles, burying his face into my neck.
We do nothing for a moment but hold each other, feeling a connection that I know I will never feel with anyone else. I’ve tried, god I have tried to move on, but I couldn’t. I thought it was because I had no closure, but now that he’s back I know that isn’t the case. It’s because he still holds so much of my damaged heart.
Ryder pries my knees apart from his hips before running his hands up the inside of my thighs. I moan, my body trembling in anticipation for what’s to come. He reaches my panty line then gently runs a knuckle down the center of my wet panties, causing slight shock waves to travel through my body. I gasp and he groans. “Fuck me, you are soaked.”
My response is another moan as I thrust my hips toward his touch, craving more pressure. “Ryder, please,” I plead breathlessly.
“Don’t worry, baby, I got you.” He pushes my panties aside and runs two fingers through my wet flesh, skimming over my swollen clit before inserting a single finger inside of me.
“Oh god!” I cry out at the sweet invasion.
His groan is guttural. “Oh fuck, your pussy is as hot and tight as I remember it.” He begins pumping his finger in and out of me. “Look, baby. Look between us, watch what my finger is doing to your sweet pussy.” I glance between our bodies, and the erotic sight has my inner walls clamping down around his finger. The need for release becomes so fierce, so overwhelming, that I feel like my body is about to combust.
Well didn’t K.C. Lynn just UP HER GAME!!!! Just WOW!
So, where to begin, Ryder & Emily are the epitome of opposites attract, she’s led a privileged life of sorts, money, status & all the trimmings but zero love & tolerance from those around her. Emily doesn’t fit in, she’s different, she’s seen differently but she wants to change that, she wants to be accepted for her and everything that involves being her.
Ryder’s life isn’t too dissimilar to Emily's accept he doesn’t have the money, status and privilege, he’s also seen differently, the towns rough guy, man whore, trouble maker, he’s striving to get through school so he can have the future he knows he deserves.
When their paths collide, sparks fly and both learn not to judge each other by what’s on the outside and what you can see but to look deeper into what makes a person, they explore those boundaries intimately & it’s so fricking sweet, you just know K.C is about to pull the proverbial rug from under your feet - yep no surprises there!!!
Six long years later & Ryders back in town, he’s on a mission and nothing is going to stop him achieve his goals - find his Emily & payback those who wronged him all those years ago, all in the name of the law.
What happens then is just a crazy whirl of what the ever loving fuck!!!!
K.C. Lynn really tears up the taboo book here, she touches on subjects that are real and raw and gut wrenchingly heartbreaking, Ryder & Emily are drawn into a battle that they can’t afford to lose but may just not win, total angst fest & this angst whore ate it up!
It’s all good though, we get funnies, friendships, drama & plenty of hot & steamy which is becoming a K.C staple & it wouldn't be a book of hers without it.
Curl up in a corner, pour yourself a drink (a strong one) and go on a Beautifully Insightful journey that will stay with you long after the last page.
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K.C. Lynn is a small town girl living in Western Canada. She married her high school sweetheart and they have four amazing children: two lovely girls and a set of handsome twin boys. It was her love of romance books that gave K.C. the courage to sit down and write her own novel. When she is not in her writing cave, pounding out new characters and stories, she can be found living between the pages of a book, meeting new tattooed, hot alpha males with very big...Hearts.